I Was Dressed In Yellow LP

This is a collection of songs I’ve been working on for a few years.
Songs came and went and these are the 12 that stuck with me. 

I’d like to thank Ian Robinson for drumming on Heavy Metal Dreams, Akira Yasuhara for drumming on Slow Flight and God, and Coleman Irby for drumming on Synthia. Thank you to Pablo Cabrera for recording the acoustic drums in your cozy studio. Thank you to Will Waikart for mixing these tunes and for being such an important part of this project. Thank you to Pete Lyman for your lovely mastering. Thank you Mark Webster for photographing me and thank you Glitter for creating the custom ViRG dress!
Thank you to my parents for being extremely supportive and pouring your love into my music and my life. Thank you to my friends and Kid Brother for being encouraging and so inspiring. 

Lyrics to the collection of songs -

I Was Dressed In yellow

Look

Lover for you

Dancing during intermission

Stare like a fool

Across the room

Lover you choose

List goes down to my amazement

I’m not your type

But that’s to prove

I wanna show you I’m your kind of girl

I can give my love tonight

Look back at it

Look back at it

Jump on the rope

Smoke stack with it

Look back at it

Look back at it

A couple dollar bills

Take a smack at it

Look back at it

Look back at it

Hit and quit what you pack in it

Look back at it

Look back at it, bitch

Shine for you

Petals in the water

You know just what to do

Love is getting harder

Worry just what is true

Learning to discover

What I can do to you

Petals in the water

I wanna show you I’m your kind of girl

I can give my love tonight

Look back at it

Look back at it

Jump on the rope

Smoke stack with it

Look back at it

Look back at it

A couple dollar bills

Take a smack at it

Look back at it

Look back at it

Hit and quit what you pack in it

Look back at it

Look back at it, bitch

ViRG

ViRG

ViRG

Slow Flight

I’m a woman of my word

Sometimes that falls through

Whats the point of being heard

If i’m not with you

I’m adding power

But we’re sinking in the sky

No way to recover

Stuck in a dive

Always so melancholy

Thinking about the men who call me

White t-shirt in the rain

Everyone is the same

Feeling like i’m in slow flight

Feeling like i’m in slow flight

Feeling like i’m in slow flight

Feeling like i’m in slow flight

Always had to work twice as hard

To make a reality

I should’ve given up from the start

Friends I left behind

They all got degrees

I’m still in my room

Writing apologies

But it don’t make sense

I can feel suspense

Oh she’s just a friend

Just to make amends

Oh I know

I’m too deep to let go

Feeling like i’m in slow flight

Feeling like i’m in slow flight

Feeling like i’m in slow flight

Feeling like i’m in slow flight

Heavy Metal Dreams

“I’m writing you from Boston. I miss you lots. How are things over there? Things are dark here. Oh I cannot help but think about you. I cannot wait for you to come back! You are coming back right? Yours truly, ViRG”

Heavy Metal Dreams

You say the word bring me down to my knees

And I know its swell

You cant make me tall

Its a ways away

The older days stay with secrets to pay

And I know it’s true

Can’t get enough of you

Make an angel cry

Have a flower bloom into the ice

You’re a kinder one

Chasing all the fun

It’s a different game

Predictable, got me feeling so gay

Many people told

We can’t have it fold

They can’t chase me in my Hellcat

You keep on waiting for me to come back

Well things are doing really good here

And I’m staying warm

It’s just a matter of time till’ we’re done with the war

You’re in my heavy metal dreams

You say the word bring me down to my knees

And I know its swell

You cant make me tall

Its a ways away

The older days stay with secrets to pay

And I know it’s true

Can’t get enough of you

You’re in my

Takes Two

It takes two to make a mistake

It takes one to throw it all away

It takes two to fix it up

What's two when one is already gone?

I am nowhere to be seen

I am ashamed

ashamed of me

Do I just start all over again?

Laying down feeling like I'm caving in

I worked too hard to let it all go

But times a changing and I'm too slow

You were a man

Now you're a girl

Got your hand on the big wide world

People are trying

People are dying

People are lying and you fall into the third

Gotta choose your battles you lost trust in me

You were my best friend, my other piece

I wish your ego wasn't so big

I wish you'd listen to what I gotta say

I wish your temper wasn't so quick

I wish you'd listen but you don't listen

You wanna push me around

You wanna hold me down

And tell me all your secrets

Crying when you're leaving

Screaming when I keep them

Don't come crawling to me again

Don't even call you a friend

Greedy for your pieces

Papers act like leashes

Standing on your speeches

So many fish in the sea

And you're swimming towards me

It's a lost cause

It's a lost cause

Love Again

I don’t think I could ever

I don’t think I could ever

I don’t think I could ever love again

I don’t think I could ever

I don’t think I could ever

I don’t think I could ever love again

Lip gloss in my right side pocket

Sunglasses sitting on my head

I heard you were lookin for lovin

Stopped by just to lay in bed

Blow Pop in my mouth i’m suckin

Cherry flavor is the only way

High-tops and my mini-skirt baby

Too small for how much I weigh

All the boys and all the girls wish they were me

When you look this fine you don’t need a degree

Makeup poppin highlight stoppin people in their tracks

My car drives itself

I don’t need Google Maps

I don’t know what its like

To work a day in my life

I just get money from men

Who think that they’re my world

I do expensive drugs

And only Versace cocaine

I just eat what I want

And transfer my weight gain

I don’t think I could ever

I don’t think I could ever

I don’t think I could ever love again

I don’t think I could ever

I don’t think I could ever

I don’t think I could ever love again

I don’t care

I’m an hourglass

Fuck me silly

I don’t mean to be crass

God

It’s open

It’s open

You can hold the bottle

Of perfume

Got it in Milano

It reminds me of you

You can go down on me in my room

We should fool around

Can’t stop thinking of you

God, lets make love

Love

Let’s make love

Love

We have never met

I just like your images

Talk from time to time

Only online

Don’t cut the line

God

Perfume

God

It’s open

We should fool around

We should fool around

God

Mr. Xanman

Helpless disco dance floor

Worthless outfit adore

Spent $20 dollars on this

All for nothing

Checkered tile beneath me

Anger know it’s creeping

Spent all my money on this

At least for something

I wont be calling you no more

You promised it was potent

I’m still alive getting off to Vore

You must have misspoken

Claire

“The painless killing of a patient suffering from an incurable
and painful disease or in an irreversible coma”

I want to know what it’s like to breathe air on my own

I want to know what it’s like to be able to say hello

I’m looking up at the sky and it’s open

It’s open

I feel so alive and it’s open

And it’s open

Oh

You say it isn’t that

I don’t want to know I just want to say hello

I know it is not my intention

I just gotta go

Oh

“If it is given me to save a life, all thanks.
But it may also be within my power to take a life;
this awesome responsibility must be faced with great
humbleness and awareness of my own frailty.
Above all, I must not play at God.”

Faded

You wanna show me around

Baby I feel faded

I feel it tumbling down

I don’t know i’m wasted

You can tell me what your number is

You can hold my hand and show me things

But you can never pick me up at home

But you can never pick me up at home

You can show me all the fancy things

And you can kiss me on my pinky ring

But you can never pick me up at home

But you can never pick me up at home

You wanna show me around

Baby I feel faded

I feel it tumbling down

I don’t know it looks dangerous

It takes no time to get your attention

You freak me out with your confession

A first date with no expectations

I’m sliding off losing my perception

You wanna show me around

You really got me faded

I feel it tumbling down

Baby I am wasted

Where’s my mind

I’m too shy

Where’s my mind

Guess i’ll stay the night

You wanna show me around

You really got me faded

I feel it tumbling down

Baby you are dangerous

I’m wasted

Faded

Baby you forget it

You got me fade

Blanket

I’m feeling weirder than ever

Feel like I could touch the sky

But it’s wavy

And there’s blood in my eye

Reached for the door knob

But it melted right off

I just wanna lay down

But I keep falling and falling

Into this blanket of love

But I am falling

Into the this blanket of love

And I can’t get up

I’m feeling weirder than ever

Here don’t stop

Blood in my eye

Blood in my eye

Blood in my eye

Synthia

I would go gay for you Synthia

Love your nails

Where’d you get them?

I’ll copy them

I like your new hairdo

It’ll look good on me if it looks good on you

What’s the deal?

Whats the problem?

Who am I? I don’t gotta choose

She was a strawberry blonde

And dyed it black

She wore a gold necklace to prom

And puked in the back

And I held her hair in the bathroom

While we talked about boys

And I was dressed in yellow

And I was dressed in yellow

I hope no one knows

I need to conceal

I watch her on the track

She asked me to study her heels

I like the way the move

I bet i’d like the way they feel

Synthia

What a steal

Look at me

Look at you

I know I don’t stand a chance

But I can’t get you off my mind

Synthia

I’m so in love

Synthia

I’m so in love

Synthia

I’m so in love

Synthia

I would go

I would go

I would go

I would go

I would go

I’m in love and I don’t want to show